Blackbird by The Beetles

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly.

All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these sunken eyes and learn to see.

All your life You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly.

All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

SATC... Waiting so long for this!

I have not been this excited in so long... Sex and the City, the Movie is finally coming out and I cannot wait! I think that this moment parallels that of my wedding, or even my engagement... Sad but true!

Those ladies have been able to vocalize the very things that we have all gone through in one way or another. Though I would love to say that I am a Carrie, I would have to say that I am happily a little mix of the four. I love a great shopping day like Carrie and have both my share of Mr. Big and Aiden. I am the romantic that Charlottle embodies, but I am more practical about my wedding like Miranda, and as cynical... And of course we all like to think that we have a little Sammantha in us, and though our mothers would hate to hear it we do!

This is going to be a great experience, regardless of what the critics say... So bring on the Cosmos and the Minolos and heres to a great evening ahead!

the dress and all that jazz...

After careful consideration we have decided to have a small wedding in Vegas. I am so very excited that we are going to get married in October and finally I am going to be Mrs. Paul Madore.

This is the dress... and I love it!

A simple thank you

Somehow I am not sure how I awoke at this place but I am here.

I am who I am because I have learned to be thankful. I am here because I have been fortunate to have people in my life that have allowed me to see the truth and beauty in this world and in myself. I am lucky to be able to say that I am loved, so very loved.

Just a thank you to all those that have given to me everything that makes me...me.

Weddings...

I wish that someone had told me that planning may actually take all the fun out of having one... I am not quite sure when it began but there is an entire industry set up to rip off the general public at every turn. I would like to have a small, cute wedding and to be honest, there is no chance of that happening, at least not if it is up to most of the locations that we have looked at that either want our life savings and our first child or for us to at least invite people just so that we make some sort of minimum.

I have forever dreamed of my wedding day and to be honest I would love to go into wedding planning, especially now that I know how much money there is to be made, but this is not quite the way that I thought the planning portion would have turned out. Sadly, it has been almost two weeks and I am so stressed that eloping is becoming the option that I most favor for wedding options.

But as everyone keeps telling me, I need to relax and enjoy this... cause it is supposed to FUN! So I am going to try that this week and I will let you know how that goes.

Fridays

I love Fridays! There is nothing like a nice Friday night to make you look forward to the weekend ahead and make you thankful that the week is behind you.

I like coming home and taking a nice, long hot shower and then putting on pajamas and making a simple dinner, like eggs and toast. I like that first glass of wine of the evening, that sends you into the perfect relaxation and then just chilling on the computer for some nice web surfing. Then I love catching up on all the tv that I missed that week but tivo was nice enough to record for me.

This is what I love... Friday!

82 Minutes

Just a thought but do you think that if I was put in jail that they would release me after 82 minutes due to over-crowding? Yeah I didn't think so either. It really is good to be Nicole Richie.

Then again we may see the same scene that happened to Paris tomorrow, I won't hold my breath though.