There are really no words to describe the movement of time and the lack of control that you have over it. Over the years I have fought to prove that I knew better, that I am above time, but somehow it has caught up with me and I am faced with the pure and simple fact that I am 29 and I have no control over anything, especially time. Time changes everyone, one way or another and you are powerless to stop it. I know now that I am not 23 anymore, once thought to be my perfect age and that the people around me are not who or what they were 6 years ago as well.
But I know this, I am thankful for every moment that I have in this life, with this family, in this love and I would not stop time to change any of that.
This week, seeing as it is only Wednesday, has been a long one. Paul's mom had surgery, a fellow collegue was found to have a brain tumor and we found out that a co-workers wife's cancer has come back, not an easy week as I mentioned before. I have to admitt in the midst of it all, I had a minor breakdown thinking about all that can get to us and take us over and how little control we have over it all. Did I mention that I hate a lack of control? But at the end of the day that is not the point, the point I hope is that we have to be thankful that we have this time at all and that it continues.
So I guess that the point of this blog is to tell those I love that I am thankful for their place in my life and that I love them! So thank you!